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| Eu na fazenda Mandaguaí, com a turma de escola da minha mãe. I on Mandaguaí farm, with the class of school from my mother. |
Laura Paiva, não é uma pré-adolescente obcecada por leitura e escola. Ela é uma simples menina/mulher. Eu sou apenas uma menina/mulher.
Tenho os meus ídolos e os meus ódios; Minhas alegrias e minhas mágoas; Meus amores e os meus desafectos.
Sou aquela que já perdoou e se machucou de novo (e de novo... e de novo) e sou também aquela que jamais conseguiu perdoar.
Uma garota que ainda colecciona bonecas e uma adolescente que adora o salto alto.
Inteligente? Sim, na medida do possível. Não sou nenhuma Einstein e nenhuma ameba (com todo o merecido respeito que esse minúsculo ser merece).
Sou basicamente aquela que ri quando tem vontade, que grita, que chora, que ama, que odeia e que volta a amar e a odiar novamente. Aquela que não ri dos sentimentos dos outros e que não pisa em ninguém pra poder subir. Eu não acho que o que vem de baixo não me atinge porque pra puxar o meu tapete, precisam se abaixar e porque eu acredito que não estou acima de ninguém.
Eu sou apenas uma gota no oceano. Uma gota que ainda está aprendendo a ser gota, mas que já sonha em ser um lago inteiro, oceano não é de mais para se ser, e o oceano é salgado: Serve pras pessoas se divertirem, mas ainda não mata a sede.
Laura Paiva, isn't a pre-teen obssessed with reading and school. Her is a simple girl / woman. I'm just a girl / woman.
I have my idols and my hatred, my joy and grief, my love and my disaffected.
I'm the one who has forgiven and got hurt again (and again ... and again) and I am also one who could never forgive.
A girl who still collects dolls and even a teenager who loves high heels.
Intelligent? Yes, as far as possible. I'm not Einstein and no amoeba (with all the deserved respect that this deserves to be tiny).
I'm basically the one who laughs when he feels like, screaming, crying, loving, hating and hate to love and back again. That which doesn’t laugh at others' feelings and don’t step on anyone to power up. I don’t think that comes down doesn’t affect me because to pull my carpet, they need to bend down and because I believe that I am not above anyone.
I'm just a drop in the ocean. A drop that is still learning how to be drop, but has dreams of being a whole lake, the ocean isn’t more to be, and the ocean is salty: Serves up to people having fun, but don’t thirst quenching.)
I'm the one who has forgiven and got hurt again (and again ... and again) and I am also one who could never forgive.
A girl who still collects dolls and even a teenager who loves high heels.
Intelligent? Yes, as far as possible. I'm not Einstein and no amoeba (with all the deserved respect that this deserves to be tiny).
I'm basically the one who laughs when he feels like, screaming, crying, loving, hating and hate to love and back again. That which doesn’t laugh at others' feelings and don’t step on anyone to power up. I don’t think that comes down doesn’t affect me because to pull my carpet, they need to bend down and because I believe that I am not above anyone.
I'm just a drop in the ocean. A drop that is still learning how to be drop, but has dreams of being a whole lake, the ocean isn’t more to be, and the ocean is salty: Serves up to people having fun, but don’t thirst quenching.)
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Um dia me falaram que quanto maior o sonho maior o tombo, mas se esqueceram de me perguntar se eu tenho medo de cair.
E eu tenho?
Não.
Um dia me falaram que eu não ia conseguir, mas se esqueceram de perguntar se eu acredito em mim.
E eu acredito?
Sim.
Um dia me falaram que eu posso me arrepender de fazer alguma coisa e que aquilo não ia dar certo, mas se esqueceram de perguntar se eu tenho medo de pagar pra ver.
E eu tenho?
Não.
Um dia me ouviram falando tudo isso que eu escrevi aqui, e me julgaram egoísta e excessivamente segura de mim mesma, mas se esqueceram de me perguntar se eu sou assim.
E eu sou?
Não.
Eu posso ser a pessoa mais egoísta, autoritaria, teimosa, segura e até posso ser julgada por metida mas a verdade é que a primeira palavra que alguém me diz contra é a que me faz dizer: "eu sou capaz" porque se tem uma coisa que eu amo na vida é desafiar o que me dizem, além do mais, quem me conhece, sabe que por trás dessa muralha de auto-confiança está apenas mais uma garotinha insegura que não se deixa levar pelo julgamento dos outros, porque quem me julga é apenas eu e Deus!
One day someone told me that how much bigger the dream the greater is the fall, but they forgot to ask me if I'm afraid of falling.
And do I have?
No.
One day someone told me that I couldn’t do it, but they forgot to ask if I believe in myself.
And do I believe?
Yes
One day someone told me that I might regret doing something and that it wouldn’t work, but they forgot to ask me if I'm afraid to pay to see.
And do I have?
No.
One day they heard me talking about everything I wrote here, and they judged me selfish and too sure of myself, but forgot to ask me if I'm well.
And am I?
No.
I can be the most selfish, authoritarian, stubborn, safe and can even be tried engaged but the truth is that the first word that someone says to me is against me saying that: "I am able" because if there is something I love in life is to challenge what I say, moreover, who knows me, knows that behind this wall of self-confidence is just another insecure girl who is not swayed by the judgments of others, because those who judge me it's just me and God!
And do I have?
No.
One day someone told me that I couldn’t do it, but they forgot to ask if I believe in myself.
And do I believe?
Yes
One day someone told me that I might regret doing something and that it wouldn’t work, but they forgot to ask me if I'm afraid to pay to see.
And do I have?
No.
One day they heard me talking about everything I wrote here, and they judged me selfish and too sure of myself, but forgot to ask me if I'm well.
And am I?
No.
I can be the most selfish, authoritarian, stubborn, safe and can even be tried engaged but the truth is that the first word that someone says to me is against me saying that: "I am able" because if there is something I love in life is to challenge what I say, moreover, who knows me, knows that behind this wall of self-confidence is just another insecure girl who is not swayed by the judgments of others, because those who judge me it's just me and God!
